Dear John Lennon,
I drew you a picture of a blue house,
whose walls were all black,
and then I sang this picture across the universe.
The house had a phosphorescent tree, where as a child I hid beneath and
cried when the sun was my enemy and the moon was my enemy, and from this
place, I told a sacred story to the sky and sky-beings whispered back white lies
that tasted like crude oil.
I remember when I died and the spirits sang me Strawberry Fields.
It felt like a holy lullaby.
I did not weep.
Instead I sought courage from Eagle, and he guided me back to this world.
I watched a movie once and you were alone amongst the multitudes and
they called you revolutionary—they called you Agitator. Poet they labeled you
and then they crucified you and this is what I think when I can’t sleep because I
can’t write and the sentences plague me until I sigh internally.
Perhaps my light will fade,
perhaps we will meet where
the sky-beings sing and
whisper their forgotten poems
amidst the lonely people.